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Why am I so useless?
I don't know if I have given you enough..
There seems to be so many things I could have given you,
Yet i have not..
I may not be the perfect guy that you think I am..
I'm just another pessimistic, timid guy..
I have so many restrictions..
I don't know how long I can hold on to you..
I'm losing confidence...
But I love you so much..I don't wish to lose you..
I cannot imagine life without you..
You're a part of me, my life, my future, my dreams.
I just seem to get these nightmares so often now..
It's turning me upside down..
Making me confused..scared..
Sigh..
I hate myself, I'm angry with myself for being so useless...
I love you, my sweetheart..